Saturday March 17th, 2018

I have accomplished enough today. I spend way too much time on bored panda watching the masterpieces that others have created while feeling frustrated by my own incapabilities.  I hate that I have all this potential and sometimes I spend way too long watching Netflix. 

I want to learn the guitar but I have no idea where to start but I can't today because all I feel like doing is creating something. I don't know what to create. 

My mind went back to secondary school when I drew stickmen in a war and made comics out of Dragon Ball Z. I hated school so much that I wrote probably half of a novel. I was creative. All I wanted to do was create. 


I don't know how I got so far away from it. What changed? and why am I all of a sudden feeling the NEED to create again. What does this mean? Why am I wasting time? 

do better Ricky.