I feel nothing / by Richardo Hill

I guess this is better than depression. Actually it is. ANYTHING is better than depression. Either way I lack all forms of motivation. I'm honestly just going through the motions. I'm listening to old school music trying to get some kinda nostalgic feeling. It's like a numb feeling. It's a hollow feeling. 

It's not like depression in that I could still do my work without feeling an overwhelming desire NOT to do it AT ALL. 

Anyway, I just want to feel something. Hopefully something good like hype, or excitement. In the meantime I'm waiting for this coffee to cool so I could take a photo.