So much to do / by Richardo Hill

I just find it really hard to get my mind focused on one task when I have too much to do. I have to write everything down. I'm not exactly sure what to do about it. I get so dizzy and confused. I start to walk up and down trying to complete two tasks at once. I'm annoyed right now so I decided to just write. 

Writing seems like it's taking too much of the little time that I have but it's better than being frustrated.

I hate when I have things to do for people and they aren't getting done. HATE. I don't even know why it bothers me this much. My head hurts. I hardly slept last night. I just want to eat and drink coffee and keep going. That's not healthy. That's not healthy at all. 

I can't think of anything else to do though. I still haven't organised myself for this year yet. I'm battling with whether I should start a Patreon or not. I can't even begin to edit the vlog footage I have. I "took a week off" and I regret it. 

As if I am anywhere close to where I need to be to be taking time off. I have to be crazy. My phone's charging port isn't working and the battery dies really really fast. 

I have the best day of the year yesterday though. Probably gonna get sick because of it but it was worth it.


My head is spinning. I have work to do. Time to get back to that....

Ok. What do I do now?