I'm angry

I don't want to be angry. My filter disappears when I'm angry. I don't care when I'm angry. I just say how I feel. 
I don't know what to do about it. 
I want it to stop. 
Please stop. 
Please stop feeling. 
This isn't like you

YOU DON'T LET EMOTIONS WIN!

But there's nothing I can do. I just have to feel until I can't feel anymore. 
...till I can't feel anymore. 

feel. emotions. pain. love. regret. suffering......hate.

Pain is inevitable but suffering is optional.

 

I'm confused. I don't understand.

My mind makes no sense. It's jumping all over. 

I'm making no sense. 

Stop Ricky. Stop. 

Take everything from the inside and throw it all away cuz I swear for the last time I will trust myself with you. 

Linkin Park. Thank you. 

I'm good enough for those who love me. 

Ricky.....